Need More Time

Well, it’s been just over a month since my last post. A lot has happened since then and I wish I had more time to actually sit down and write about some of the events of the past month. But alas, there are just about 2 weeks left of classes, then finals start. I’ll be home four weeks from today! But life is really really good, and I’m extremely happy.  Things would just be perfect if I could get healthy and not be sick for a really long time! Hopefully after things calm down when finals are over I will have some time to sit down and write about the events of the past month and the next month. So until then… Happy Forth! <3

~ JenJen ~

Just a little something

When you finally feel like things are going well in life, everything, and i mean everything, causes problems. I don’t want to pretend any more… if you are reading this, and know me personally, please don’t let me pretend anymore.

Maybe some more on everything going on later this week. I’m running off of 4 hours of sleep or less right now and after tonight, i need sleep.

~ JenJen ~

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angry

So I know I said I wasn’t going to post until I returned to school but I can’t help it… I hate that I have to put my brother in the middle of my battle with my dad and the family. My brother was texting me tonight for a while (he’s in Las Vegas visiting my dad right now…) and after a few texts I said goodnight because I have to get up in now 7 1/2 hours to take my mom to the airport… well, the texts started getting weird… things my brother wouldn’t usually say… like talking about little kids and how he ‘heard’ that I would like the two newest babies in the family. Well, he kept texting after I said goodnight which is not normal, he normally just says goodnight or ttyl. So I got I really pissed and sent a mean message saying that if it wasn’t him texting I was going to get really annoyed. the return text was simply goodnight. After a few minutes I called my brother and was on the verge of crying and asked if it was him texting and he said yeah… but I couldn’t tell if he was telling the truth or not. He seemed distracted yet insisted it was him and I just said that I don’t want/need to be tricked this week and I’ll talk to him later and then I said goodnight. Now I just want to cry… I don’t know. Why do I even have to worry about whether it was him actually texting me or not. I HATE that my dad tries to trick me and the whole family out there for that matter. UGH not to mention the horrible fact that he still puts my brother in the middle of  our battles.
hmmmm…. anyone else sense a lot of built up anger in me right now? cause i do. DAMNIT… I have to get up in less than 8 fucking hours. goodnight.

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You Fork.

Saturday, Mom and I went to the Honda dealership to pick up the car.  We decided that we needed another car with me being home for the summer (and hopefully getting a job soon) and with my brother having a permit now.  One car for 2, almost 3, drivers just isn’t cutting it any more. But finally, we got another car, a Honda Civic ’03… low millage for being 4 years old and in great condition, drives excellent and well, it’s cute :-p (my brother doesn’t appreciate it’s cuteness, but that’s understandable for a 16 year old boy!)

Anyways, last night I went to see Pirates 3 with my friend from Nova (and fairport) Surprisingly the movie was decent. A little too long for my liking, but I enjoyed it for the most part. Definitely better than the second Pirates movie. I felt bad though, cause V didn’t like the first Pirates movie and I dragged her to go see this with me; she managed to stay awake until the last half hour or so of the movie

This afternoon, my brother wanted to drive over to his friends house to get in some driving and to show off the new car. Well, the car wouldn’t start. WTF?! We just picked the car up Saturday! It drove perfectly last night! What is going on?!?! I was so annoyed and pissed off. I had to go do errands for my mom, so I took her car and took a long time running the errands, trying to cool myself off and relax. When I returned home, my mom’s boyfriend tried the car again, just to see if by chance it would start… what do you know? It started right up and was running fine! Wtf? We realized then, that we were using a different key than we were earlier. So, I went inside and returned with the other two keys that came with the car, tried them both and the car wouldn’t start; put the other key in (the main key that they were using) and well… it started! THEY GAVE US THE WRONG SPARE KEYS!!!!! seriously! Okay, so I felt like a fool after that because I was so upset that my new car wasn’t working but it wasn’t our fault that we received the wrong keys! — at least the incident created a few laughs and a story that I will never be allowed to forget, thanks.

~ JenJen ~